Brian was an aspiring poet who taught guitar to children to make ends meet and slept on a mattress in a dingy Bushwick apartment. After the third, he told me he was going to California for a week but would be in touch when he got back. Should I have acted more indifferent when he said he would be in touch when he got back, maybe responded with a casual, “Cool, sounds good,” instead of, “Great! I got married a few months ago to a guy that, from the beginning, I really liked and he really liked me back!He was sexy, he was aloof, he was lost, and I had to get in there, to know what was going on in that head of his. We shared a passionate kiss and I floated home on a cloud, I could not wait for my new love to return from the West Coast. It was probably my first relationship where the levels of interest were equally reciprocated and it marked my full recovery from wanting guys who didn’t want me.Just remember, unless there’s danger, there is no harm with choosing a ‘channel’ for a while and letting the ‘programme’ unfold.They’ve spent their time worrying about making a wrong move and thinking, and they haven’t really got anything to show for it, except for instead of being perennially dissatisfied with whether they can do better, they now feel dissatisfied with being dissatisfied, plus they become regretful and may even convince themselves that one of these people was ‘The One’.In addition to getting a career boost, he was also a fantastic guy. ) just to say hi, he never left me hanging, he eagerly talked about me meeting his friends and family, he absolutely adored me, but ehh … There was Tom (not his real name because I actually can’t remember his real name, but I assure you he’ll never forget mine! He did sound production for Broadway plays and he was really cute and cool. He stared at me like I was some divine being and wanted so badly for me to fall in love with him at the same rate he was falling for me. He was a total gem and stayed out with me until 2 a.m. Our dates were always great and he was a wonderful guy who thought I was the smartest unicorn on the planet, but no, not him.
I even sent him a text well after a week had gone by asking how his trip was and I got radio silence. And why is it something that plagues so many women out there?
Then you think something that you skipped over earlier and then you end up feeling dissatisfied about not choosing that as well.